- First, I am ranting.
- Second, maybe one day I will feel stupid for saying all this but right now it feels well worth it to get it out there.
On February 17th there was a party, one I was not invited too, I wouldn't have gone anyway, but regardless, there was one. At this party people went and a vast majority did really stupid things, such as oh, I don't know...
- Getting really drunk
- Cheating on their boyfriends and girlfriends.
- Having no memories of any of it
If only I were having to lie about this kind of stuff, but as it seems, I'm not. I was cheated on. The person whom I was dating, was who I thought to be a really good guy, but I was wrong. Apparently all the is important in life is getting really wasted to the point you can no longer remember what you did and when you do remember it you still lie about it.
I have to give the guy some credit though, he did tell me he cheated, but it was about a previous time, I had to press him to get anything out of him about the party that was thrown. When he did finally fess up to it, he said all he did was kiss the person hosting this party. He didn't realize, I knew what really had happened. Not that he could have, I wasn't going to be that girl who was like, "Oh yeah, well I know you did blah blah blah." I'm far to classy for that mess, instead I let him play his game and win.
You see, in the long run, it doesn't matter. It doesn't effect me. Yeah, I put time in on him, and yes, I do miss having a relationship with someone, but one day, his ship will crash and burn. Besides, I am apparently the marrying type, not the dating type, so yeah, cool story bro.
As for the girls he cheated on me with, I don't know one of them, but the other I do. She was my friend, and now I honestly have no idea what to even think of her. I knew she had been drunk and crazy before. I never imagined that she would do what she did though. She really let me down and now I'm at a loss. Heck I even took her side before over some arguments with her friend, and she went and fooled around with my boyfriend?
I just don't understand how you can let yourself get so messed up. So far gone that you just don't even care. I wish I could say I hope she misses her period, or that she gets caught, but I do believe being talked about behind your back by most of the senior class at my school is enough. Maybe they will get something out of it, like, don't fuck up? Something like that I think.
The moral of the story is, don't cheat, if you are going to cheat, you are stupid. If you are not in a relationship, don't waste the time getting into one, and lastely, make sure the boy isn't a drinker, it will screw you over.
